Alfred Adler

I spent a whole day reading books of Alfred Adler's philosophy on my bed.

It wasn't really the first time for me to learn his theory, but I guess it had slipped away from my mind. (I know it's quite odd that very strong ideas like his could have left my brain without scars. So probably I must have tried to escape from it somehow of my own volition.)

Like many other people, I felt like struck by lightning, encountering his words.

I'm sure I'm facing the time when I should "re-choose" my lifestyle. If I start now, according to him, it will take like 12 (half of my age) years for me to truly change.

Does that sound bad? 

Nah, it's still okay-length.

One thing I'm sure of after reading the books is that there was this certain memoment when I "chose" or "decided" to love my current boyfriend while I kind of just "happened to" "fall in love with" my exes. And I feel so "happy" about the fact and my belief in my love.

I love my boyfriend, and I WILL keep loving him until I die.